This is a fairly good representation of how cluttered my brain feels as I am on the verge of dismembering and transporting my music & sound studio and my other belongings to my new apartment.
I am not even going to get into the fact that i don't have a car, or even a drivers permit, so i am reliant upon a friend, and my Father, to assist me in the actual move(s).
In the meantime I must dig deep into myself and somehow motivate me to ignore my aching back, and sore knee, and continue organizing and sorting through the 9 years worth of stuff that i have somehow collected.
I am also wary of packing my studio gear that is fragile....in case it gets damaged in some way...i want to unpack at the new place and just happily plug stuff in to find it's working.
There is alot of useless stuff....and furniture. Some of it i should bring with me.....but i really want to get back to my minimal self....back in 1994 I could stuff my belongings into a normal sized car....and move in one trip.
But now, because I let myself get comfy over the years, i have collected far too much 'stuff'.
I will sort it out. There is already a sizable pile of 'useless' stuff...but only useless right now, sometime it could come in handy! Like the analogue video camera, that needs repair!!! This is one example of how i might talk myself into keeping stuff.
I will try to part with the 'half functioning' stuff.
And only keep my things that are useful and in working order.
This is kind of a waste of blog space, but i have been stressed over this and other topics as of late...and i think that by typing it out, i might be able to sort it out as well.
Until next time...
later.